The Search for Reason
 

 
The music of awakened Solitude, is like the dance of falling leaves; the sound of silence carried by the tinkling of bells a thousand miles away.
 
 
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Tuesday, May 25, 2004
 
It has been 2 months since I have posted. And I suppose I owe everyone who reads this page, however few of you, an explanation.

I have started a new job. And it has been interesting. But work, combined with gym and social activities, leaves little time to think, and even less to blog. I have been making friends and enemies to last me a lifetime.

I have been thinking, experiencing and listening; listening to the people around, to the noise in the background and to my heart; never ceasing to try to find out for whom it beats for, for whom it hurries, for whom it misses a beat and for what it perseveres, beat after beat, pump after pump...

In quiet moments, I often would sit still, satisfied with just feeling my heart beat, feeling my finger tips tremble ever so slightly as blood flows through them, thinking thoughts that now elude me and dreaming dreams that will never be.

If asked how my life presently is, I would answer "Fun". The only times which I truly hated were the days in the army. Apart from the days which I often refuse to speak of, I have always had fun, through nursery, through school, through universtity, through the days which I searched fervently for an identity, through the days which love for basketball consumed me, through the days which I fell in and out of love...

It was never about what I wanted or really had, or who I loved or was with, there is just too much to learn and to see with each new day.

Life has been a joyride.

And I have had fun.

The world is full of wonder, and we cease to live when we cease to wonder.

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